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22 June 2005 @ 08:36 pm
Wired  
I am totally wired. I had a mug of green tea earlier, and the caffeine in it is totally going to me. I haven't been drinking much Diet Coke lately, so maybe that's why. Now I'm listening to something heavier than stupid New-Agey crap, I'm happy.

Seriously, I love being a witch and all, but FUCK this whole "balance, light, love, cheeful, self-deluding, pretend the Gods give a fuck about me" attitude that the Wiccan community seems to have just gets fucking ANNOYING. Give me Crowley over most of that lot anyway. Next lot of books I get, I am so getting some Golden Dawn books. All your Regardie and Mathers are belong to us!

See what I mean about being wired?

Sigh. I wish I could be aggressive. I had a great dream last night, I smashed myself (I was like 2 people, funny, because I'm bi-polar, I swear) in the back of the head with a baseball bat. I saw my skull shatter, it was wicked. Ah, the depths of self-loathing that I feel. Seriously, I just want to smash the living shit out of me. Stupid fat fucking COW. I'm going to hurt you!

Yeah, insanity is wicked fun.


KABOOM! POP GOES THE WEASEL!
 
 
Current Mood: Hyper/aggressive
Current Music: Static-X